Dancing With the Rain

You told me that I was your sunshine
I told you that you were my rain.
Then you asked me "does it mean I always make you sad ? :("
No dear, it's not the reason why I chose rain to compare you.
Rain calms me
Rain wets my heart
Rain makes me happy
and I always miss the rain
That's why I chose rain as your imagery cause you can do what rain did to me.

Mungkin aneh kedengarannya, tapi aku mencintai bau hujan. Bagiku hujan punya aroma yg khas
hmm.. atau mungkin bukan bau hujan tapi bau tanah basah sehabis hujan,
apapun itu tapi aku suka.
Aku menikmati saat titik-titik air itu jatuh ke tanah
Dan saat hujan turun, aku tidak berlari.
Karna aku selalu mencintai hujan.

And look ! It's raining !
Now you're here,
With me

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Feel so Tired

Template baruu . . . . ^.^
#umuksithik hehe
kenapa pilih template 'feel so tired' ?
karna aku capek -__---. Knapa capek ? urusan cinta? skolah? keluarga ?
Nggak. aku capek lari-lari. (Serius, pagi ini aku lari 500 meter). Halah, nggak penting fir ! -___-"
Ok, balik ke 'feel so tired'. Pernah nggak ngrasa lelah sama sesuatu yang padahal selama ini rasanya sangat berarti buat kamu ? dan mulai kehilangan makna akan sesuatu itu ?
Kalau pertanyaan itu ditujukan untuk aku, aku pasti jawab iya. Dan itu yang aku rasain sekarang.
Aku benci rasa ini. Rasanya tuh. . . kosong.

I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

Selama ini kita dekat, tapi akhir-akhir ini kita berjarak 
  

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Mad

He’s staring at me, I’m sitting wondering what he’s thinking
Nobody’s talking, cause’ talking just turns into screaming
And now yes I’m yelling over him, he's yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what’s even worse, that we don’t even remember why we’re fighting
So both of us are mad for nothing
fighting for nothing,
crying for nothing,
When we won’t let it go for nothing,
come back for nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got

I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain
I don’t want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me

And it gets me upset boy when you’re constantly accusing
asking questions like you already know
hey we’re fighting this war when both of us are losing
this ain’t the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?
We fall into this place where you ain’t backing down, and I ain’t backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?
So
So both of us are mad for nothing
fighting for nothing,
crying for nothing,
When we won’t let it go for nothing,
come back for nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got


I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain
I don’t want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me


this love ain’t gone be perfect,
And just how good it’s gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep…
Baby we're gonna be..

I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me

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